I was talking to friend and she was telling me about a family who has a child with Down syndrome and that at first they were really struggling with the diagnosis. I think when families find out after the birth of their child it's harder for them because there is no preparation time. I know when we first found out I remember telling my sister "Maybe this is God's way of telling me he's angry at me and that I deserved to be punished." But as soon as Maddison was born I realized if God was ever angry at me, this was His way of saying I forgive you and then he gave me Maddison. That was proof to me, He loved me.
Maddison Praying :)